What you Gonna do Now?
Do you know what? I don’t care. I’ve always told people stuff about my life why would I stop now, I’m heartbroken that someone I loved so much and trusted to have my back would treat me like this.
We both had plans for our older lives that’s what was in our vows. How we would be there for each other if we were Ill, how we travelled the world, how life was so exciting,
In the end chris was wanting “peace!” He said that I hadn’t changed but he just tolerated me more in the beginning.
That’s nice eh? Went from being obsessed and having never known love like it to “tolerating” me when I would tell him about my day.
If the truth be told I’ve had so many. Washed with people saying “you’ve been through tough times, you lost your brother you post your dad etc you’ll
Come through this. And I get that. I have but I don’t want to keep having to pull myself up over and over again.
I’m done really tbh. Just done!
I’ve been at the bottom and phoned Samaritans and had some incredible friends reach out to me when really I’ve felt so sorry for myself. So thank you!
I honestly can’t change even if I wanted to. The last few months I’ve felt worthless and belittled and all I did was truly love him.
I’m going to get my strength back.
I don’t think who I am is so bad.
Ain’t the first time my “husbands” cheated on someone. Should have seen the red flags 🚩 before I married him.
There’s a lot more to it than these screen shot with his married assistant manager but he will tell you the story of he “didn’t love me anymore “ and that justified his behaviour.
He isn’t who I thought he was, the first couple of years was not him. He said to me “you know me!” You know what! I don’t. The person you were would never have done this to me.
The person you were begged me every week to marry you:
The person you ended up was a narcissist bully and you had the cheek to tell me not to try and “ruin his reputation as it would tarnish the memories we had!”
You tarnished the memories we had together when you gave another woman attention and ignored your wife.
You deserve everything you get.
Bet you regret marrying someone who wears their heart on their sleeve now eh?
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