Used to do a lot.

I used to write all the time. Books are
Filled with nonsense. But it wasn't nonsense to me. 
Backstreet boys concert tickets, my child's birth in great detail, a painful divorce.
Scrawlings and  scrawlings of my life on paper but then Facebook came along, and camera phones and no one writes anything anymore. 
Paperless environment but steps too far forward into an era I don't want to be in.

Days are happy these days. I feel a million times better than who I was this time four years ago.
I feel like I'm the part in the wizard of Oz when Dorothy gets away from black and white and moves to Technicolour.
People think I'm mad,
Constantly I get comments like "you're crazy, you should be sectioned...." 
Why? Cos I want to swim outdoors? Hah.

Did that today by the way and videoed it with the caption, "swimming Towards a waterfall is like flirting with someone who's not interested. You try and you try but you don't get anywhere!

I don't flirt with anyone, 
Last time I tried I
Ended up just telling him I liked his face and that was that.

Subsequently I don't go on many dates.
I'm usually the one oblivious if someone likes me. 
I usually try and set them up with my mates.

Also getting to the point where people tell me I post too much shit on Facebook which bugs me sometimes.
They have an unfriend button for a reason. 
I'm probably going to start writing again on paper but until I do, pens give me writers cramp, we've got lazy in our technology haze, I'll write more on here and maybe share more of my videos so Facebook doesn't get pissed off hah 😂😂😂







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