GETTING BACK TO ME!!!

24/06/20 I just got an email from 2018 from someone who says she loved my blog.  I honestly don’t even imagine anyone reading this let alone loving it so thank you if you do. If you don’t, then you’ll never see this anyway haha. For anyone thats interested at all, an update is I’ve travelled to 18 countries in two years, met a belter of a man and got married last year. Here’s a picture for anyone bothered.   We were obsessed with each other straight away, met 3 months after my dad passed away.  We met on plenty of fish and during our ceremony i said ‘I was only there for a look>’ he said “I was only there for a fish!’ Everyone had a wee chuckle. Anyway i think i will start using this blog again, i miss writing and it was therapeutic for me to be honest,.  Maybe i was supposed to meet Chris after i lost my dad and my brother, they felt someone should look after me, i hope he does that for the rest of our lives.  Not a lot has been ha...

                                                            *1*                                                             Scarlet I stood behind him at the ice cream van in Falkirk, a ball of lead in the pit of my stomach, unable to breathe. I fixated on him, his hair was greasy, his clothes dirty and he wore no socks. I couldn't speak. My little brother stood in front of me, a month ago I hadn't known he existed and now here he was.Thrusting his hands in his pockets, he stood awkwardly asking for Irn Bru and counting out his change. T...