GETTING BACK TO ME!!!

03/01/13

03/01/13 New year? New Me?? Nah i dont do cliches.  I am what i am and what i am needs no excuses haha. I think ive quoted that before.  Anyway Christmas and New year are over and done with, another one down .  another one gotten through.  I have worked constantly through them, had 3 hours sleep most nights in order to 'get through;' If i didnt the tears would have come.  So i immersed myself in it, so much so that i lost my voice actually, much to other peoples glee and it still hasnt come back. So i pretended I was in 8 Mile for the Karaoke and this russian woman said "You are the best female rapper i have ever heard: while i was singing House of Pain.  Yeah cos thats my calling!!!! I felt like myself this year, like who i am. I smiled.  I was working at  the bells and was worried about feeling lonely in a place where everyone was full of hope for the future, kissing and cuddling bringing in a New year when i would be sta...